Warning: Bad language ahead!

Instead of myself editing this for length, I strongly encourage you to read number 16. (Psst, that's the last number on the list)

Goddamn, it's been so long since I've been on this site. I see so many new features that it boggles my mind, I don't even know how to update my profile page anymore.

Let's see, where to begin. Just because I have posted a journal here, do not expect me to be back for good. I will try to stay in touch with you guys occasionally until I get an actual computer.

This is sooooo sad. I feel so worthless without my art, if only I felt inspired.

Alas, here's the depressing list of obstacles that stand in my way.

1. I have no computer.
2. I have become incredibly lazy.
3. My room is a mess, and all of my stuff worth looking for is in bags alongside worthless garbage that I am pointlessly attached to.
4. I am jobless and not in school.
5. I am erratically medicated and so severely depressed that the will to do anything does not even exist in me.
6. Nobody on this fucking site appreciates literature and poetry.
7. My art supplies are all scattered through said bags in my room.
8. This computer I am using is not mine, and so expect to hear close to nothing from me after these 2 days.
9. I am not very knowledgable with computers and I am also impatient with them. Seriously, don't look for good use of tools in Microsoft Word or Photoshop or even Paint from me.
10. Uncharted 2 is fucking addictive.
11. I am a jaded cynic.
12. I feel like medicaid is fucking me. Go ahead and ask why.
13. I crave instant gratification.
14. I am thoroughly disgusted with the quality of the work I churn out and am only ever really proud of the things I created in my high school art class, most of which should be in my gallery, except for the fact that there is no scanner in my possession and I can't seem to find one big enough to scan these works. (1 1/2' to 2' in length on average)
15. Fuck this list, I am going to write some angry poetry and short stories now, enjoy them while I can still make them.
16. Feel free to chat me up on my FA page, [link] . If you don't have your own FA account, you should create one, the furry community is filled with nice people, (main reason I joined) and I would really enjoy talking to you, even if I hardly know you.

Thank you for reading this. I know it was hard for you, I don't usually have the patience to read shit most of the time.